Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Long Haul


I am realizing this is going to be a long month hopefully only a month. jackson did a little spurt of physical stuff outside with Walter this morning and then they played with moonsand and watched movies. He gets sorer and sorer as the day goes on especially today because todays owies were eyes and feet I knew he was really limping today but when Jake got home he looked at Jacksons feet and tehy were all bruised and again swollen. t bed time he was having a very hard time going to bed because of hurting I tried to tell him that it would be better soon because the owies would move on to something else and it wouldn't be his feet anymore so he would be able to walk better. I told my friend today I think I am suppose to learn to be more compassionate. I wish I could tell him it would all go away when he wakes up but it won't at least it is actually for a short time it just doesn't feel lke it. Today Jake went outside to see something walter wanted him to see and by the time Jackson realized and got to the door they were back in. Jackson told me I just went down the stairs with the foot that doesn't hurt as much first and then the one that does.

My mom told me I should document for Jackson so we are doing that by blogging so I think I will be better for a bit.

The picture doesn't really show too well because of the flash I guess.

Oh on Monday Jackson said on the way to preschool I am wearing long pants so the kids cant see my legs. Hopefully he won't care about the bruised ear. I am also hoping the swollen eyes don't get bruises, it seems like after something is swollen it gets all bruised. Or anything that gets any pressure his arm is bruised from the IV and tape on his wrists.

By the way Jackson said he is going to marry Emma in his preschool class then later he said no Emma is going to be my wife.

1 comments:

JT42 said...

love that you're documenting this...sounds like overall, jackson is being a good sport about it all...it makes a mommy's heart break anytime your kids feel like they don't fit in because of something...it's a good thing this will pass-what a hard thing to cope with. sounds like you are doing a fine job of compassion.